The fucked-up way I'm feeling

You're in the doors that keep revolving
The sirens that keep screaming
You're in the flashing of the headlights
The things that I'm believing

You're in the water that I'm drinking
The sound of 911
The walls that protect me from the damage that you've done
In this world you are with me

But I walk this earth alone
And all i've ever known is you are right beside me
If I love you for a day, then blow my life away
Could I leave you behind me

You're in the crashing of the windows
Angels on the ceiling
You're in the fire in my belly
The fucked-up way I'm feeling

You're in the warning on the label
The pills that disappear
The whines as I'm talking
The words you'll never hear
In this world you are with me

Could I leave you behind me, Could I leave you behind me


Lauren Christy giving me a hand to express myself