20 July 2007

You Don't Understand Me

I´m finally here in Geneve. So far...it´s nice to get to know this new city in my list. I´m glad I had a chance to visit D in his natural environment. Sharing some talks, I´ve discover that distance will turn out to be harder, since NK is so calm down about not having communication. I wonder...after this "silence" time, will we have a fluent conversation later?

At breakfast/lunch, we had a session of Roxette....one song fits just perfect for this "weird" moment. Will he understand that I need to keep the communication, not for control...but to keep the flow of our relation?

We said "Goodnight" but the silence was so thick
you could cut it with a knife.
We've hit the wall again and there's nothin' I can do.
You're the one, yea, I've put all my trust in your hands.
C'mon and look in my eyes, here I am, here I am

You don't understand me, my baby.
You don't seem to know that I need you so much.
You don't understand me, my feelings,
the reason I'm breathin', my love

The mornin' comes and you're reaching out for me
just like everything's the same
and I let myself believe things are gonna change.
When you kiss my mouth and you hold my body close,
do you wonder who's inside?
Maybe there's no way we could feel each other's pain.
Tell me why it gets harder to know where I stand.
I guess loneliness found a new friend, here I am

You don't understand me...

You don't seem to get me, my baby.
You don't really see that I live for your touch.
You don't understand me, my dreams or the things I believe in, my love.
You don't understand me. You don't understand me. Understand me.