Ich bin erledig!!

So my last month here is about to start in just 48 hours.

Priscila is gone...and even we know it was going to be just some days, I can't help but feel emptynes from her departure. At least I'm glad I had chance to enjoy her company so many days, that were short but totally awesome.

My parents are now with Valentina...who probably is not sleeping (it's 12:54pm). I'm glad I'll be with them in 14 days. We visited Postdam and Berlin, but they were too tired for those whole day visits.
Now I'm about to change rooms in same city...which is a blast. I have to leave everything so clean...that it will make me waste my time. I really don't remember this room was so clean as I'm going to leave it.

Well...time to close my sweet eyes and dream of NK :P.

I left you behind...

or at least I thought I did for a couple of days while I was showing Paris to my friend in just 3 days. It was tiring, fun, and still couldn´t draw u apart of my mind. If you could think of me and feel what I feel, I´m sure you would have seen those gardens, those incredible buildings and enjoy all those wonderful views.

I can´t, just can´t shut down my mind. Some days I don´t want to create more expectations, but then again I miss you, the whole you. Some days I feel you don´t care about me caring about you...and it´s weird. Then there are times where even I miss you, I get the feeling you miss me too. I´m not daydreaming much anymore, days are about to end and are running fast.

Or maybe I´m learning finally to calm myself down, try not to make it bigger than it is and also trying to learn this new things I´m finding about you...and accepting them slowly. Some days are better than others... and I just hope you will get a good job these days.

Conversations

It's funny how some times this technology can oppen more windows in our lives than phisical moments. Last year I've started to find good times to talk about life, goals and doubts with Claudia S.

Then I came here....then we found us via msn and kept on exchanging our points of view. True we have several things with opposite points of view but still we find a great chance to enjoy this time.

I don't have all the answers my friend...but sometimes you have helped me to find some of them. Thanks for listening/reading me so many times. You can count on me...not once, not twice....you just CAN COUNT on me!

Here, after some hours of abstraction, she finally made to give a shape to this crazy and unique experience we are having!

Steping into Poland!

Fresh water
Originally uploaded by ceck.rm

Szczecin...a city that is on the route to the Baltic and full of gotic constructions. I was totally surprised about this "small city". Ok the day was cloudy and a bit rainy, but that didn't stop Veronica and me to walk around and enjoy charming EAST side of europe. One can really feel different.... people are nicer, more friendly and will even make a low price on some souveniers.

I feel sorry, I won't have more time to go deeper Poland...seems it has lot's to offer to a small traveler like me. Maybe..in the future (??). Now...I'll try to strugle with my report introduction...or just sleep :)

No te salves (don´t save yourself)

No te quedes inmóvil
Don´t stay quiet
al borde del camino
on the road side
no congeles el jubilo
don´t froze the joy
no quieras con desgana
don´t love with reluctance
no te salves ahora
don´t save yourself now
ni nunca
or ever
no te salves
don´t save yourself
no te llenes de calma
don´t full yourself with calm
no reserves del mundo
don´t reserve from this world
solo un rincón tranquilo
only a quiet place
no dejes caer los párpados
don´t let your eyelids fall
pesados como juicios
heavy with judgments
no te quedes sin labios
don´t stay without lips
no te duermas sin sueño
don´t go to sleep with out being tired
no te pienses sin sangre
don´t picture yourself without blood
no te juzgues sin tiempo
don´t judge you with out time

pero si
but if
pese a todo
after all
no puedes evitarlo
you can´t avoid it
y congelas el jubilo
and you freeze the joy
y quieres con desgana
and you love with reluctance
y te salvas ahora
and you save yourself now
y te llenas de calma
and you fill yourself with calm
y reservas del mundo
and you reserve from this world
solo un rincón tranquilo
only a quiet small place
y dejas caer los párpados
and you let your eyelids fall down
pesados como juicios
heavy as judgments
y te secas sin labios
and you dry without lips
y te duermes sin sueño
and you sleep with out being tired
y te piensas sin sangre
and you picture yourself without blood
y te juzgas sin tiempo
and you jugdge you with out time
y te quedas inmóvil
and you stay quiet
al borde del camino
on the road side
y te salvas
and you save yourself
entonces
then
no te quedes conmigo.
don´t stay with me.

Mario Benedetti

Bolivia will overcome Switzerland (??)

This was headline today August 7th on La Razon.
I almost thought it was December 28th... and now that I read the article I really think I have a big mistake...it must be December 28th.

According to one more crazy usless president...in 10 or 20 years (is he sure when he said years? didn´t he meant decades?) Bolivia will be able to earn more money, coming from all our natural resources.

As usual, he claims we are still getting rid of colonial times...but I wonder if we are not changing USA for Venezuela? WB, IADB or FMI for Banco del Sur or similar ideas Chavez has for Andean region.

I guess we will have to deal with this CLEVER liders for a couple of centuries more... :(, nop, I´m not thrilled! Happy 182 aniversary dear poor country. At least you gave me a big shot of real hard and naked life.

My nephew

When we first find out you were coming, there was joy despite the big chances you could be sick. We were all together praying for you to get better, to see you with us in this world. I even had a dream of you, you were laughing and full of spark.

Today I know, that I will never get to play with you, or teach u why a Coke cold make your teeth fell down. I won't see your smile or hear your funny french accent. I wont get a chance to take you and Valentina to the movies or read you a bed time story. But thanks to your short visit, I've realized I haven't payed too much attention to my other nephew, Sebastian. Maybe that was your little lesson for me, and I really appreciate it.

I'll miss you, even though I have never meet you. God keeps you for ever in our hearts.