Miss You In A Heartbeat

I believe, that there's something deep inside
That shouldn't be from time to time.
I sure found out, thought love was such a crime
The more you care, the more you fall
No need to worry, no need to turn away
'Cause it don't matter, anyway
oh baby
(oohh oohh oohh)
I miss you in a heartbeat
(oohh oohh oohh)
I miss you right away
(oohh oohh oohh)
I miss you in a heartbeat
'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way
oh no

When we touch, I just lose my self control
A sad sensation I can't hide
To love is easy, it ain't easy to walk away
I keep the faith and there's a reason why, yeah
No need to worry, no need to turn away
'Cause it don't matter, anyway
baby

Now, I ain't big on promises, I'll be true to you
'Cause I'd do 'bout anything, yeah
for some one like you
Def Leppard

Just wondering...

Como es posible imaginar tantas cosas a tu lado? Las imágenes fluyen con total naturalidad; tú y yo nos entendemos después de un tiempo. Compartimos los días y empezamos a construir proyectos juntos, a disfrutar el uno del otro. Tu risa me alienta, mi cariño te protege.

La distancia ya no nos afecta. Mi mano se halla segura dentro de la tuya, y tu mirada se refugia en mis ojos.

A veces tenemos momentos difíciles, tú eres más paciente y tolerante. Yo reacciono sin pensar y es tu carácter el que frena mi mal genio. Tú me complementas.

Cuando tienes problemas, te acercas en silencio y te cobijas en mis brazos. Mis problemas los converso contigo como primer confidente que eres. Hay días que nos damos distancia para no asfixiarnos; hay días que no podemos estar separados.

Buscamos actividades juntos, tenemos las nuestras individuales. Aprendemos a tolerarnos,… las manías, los rituales, las locuras. Me enseñas a reír, juntos aprendemos a amar y soñar sin límites.

Los días pasan y más allá del tedio diario, hallamos formas para ser más que amantes y convertirnos en compañeros, confidentes, cómplices y dejar de ser dos personas para ser una.

Es tan fácil dejar volar mis sueños e incluirte en ellos….Estoy yo también incluida en los tuyos?

Go west...

:( just wrote a nice description of this new chance...but f"§$§"% computer spoiled....well Göttingen is just a TOWN! nice downtown...but still a TOwN! how I miss modern cities...ajajajaja.. Tomorrow I´ll post something i wrote while going really opposite of Munich...somewhere in Norddeich.

BBQ's and Very cutes!

One more class on how to make the perfect BBQ with argentinean, mexican, german and a bolivian touch...next time will be awsome. I was surprised today, that with all the technology available a man couldn't light on the BBQ..we had to use the most practical cardboard dish to light it. In the end that ppl eat 'cos of me jajajajjaja.

The little mess over my Dresden room is almost over. This is a view to remeind me of some crazy/full days I have lived here. Today at 8:15 we will take the bus to Goettingen...what's there left to do? Ah yeee....celebrate Saint Patrick. NEXT? I'M GOING TO DUBLIN!!! FINALLY!! so hold your horses...jejejje if it's true what Stv told me...u irish are done.

The cutes? ah good question...i wonder where are they. Maybe I have my eyes fixed in a blue/gray sky. But this sky is turning gray to black...wonder if it will soon rain or what?. Some bateries need to be charged once in a while. And now a little tribute to Kujio...

Thanks for the nice company the last days...u were a good party partner and u know we laughed a lot with so many silly things. BTW I really don't appreciate that u have spoiled my Deutsch! U r going to pay for that...I'll send u some more climate change to Arizona :P"

I wanna be loved...

I’ve discovered the awful truth for this part of my life...

I don’t know if I should feel bad because I didn’t end this part of my professional life before or just accept the reality. I know for sure, that if I haven’t taken this path, I would have missed the chance to meet you. But, what can be done now?

In such a short time, and after so many people that’s been crossing my life these past months, it’s like a real earthquake to have met you. I’m impatient, that I know. I have waited and searched long ago and finally there are you. And where is the time I need to get to know you better? Where is the space to share with you jokes, dreams, talks, walks and so many other things more?

Will I have to give up again to the idea of giving love a chance? Or shall I fight and find – if you want - a way to discover the chance?

I wanna live,I'm gonna survive. Don't want the world to pass me by. I'm gonna dream. I aint gonna die, thinking my life was just a lie. I WANNA BE LOVED!! Bon Jovi

One wild night!

Another dream achieved!

PRAGUE ist schon vorbei!!

And if u haven't been there, here are some tips: Book your hostel in advance, this city has high demand. When u arrive don't change all your money, out side can be better. A 24 hour ticket for local transportation costs 80 Kr, around 3 Euros. For me, one night and 2 days was more than enough. If you are planning to visit the castle and something else it's enough time. We even had time to do our BEER tour! in the picture with our Ivan guide, who turned out to be a comedy expert.

This tour was about 18 euro, but it was nice to do it. 5 different places where this guy tells u all about beers, not only Check beers. U get to try 3 and a meal (gulash) in the price, the next ones are up to you.

Another tour is also usless...u have tons of guides and maps. Something really nice was the Petrin tower. Souveniers are all over...and who ever told me this city was not expensive...was nuts. Specially if u are in prague 1, watch out for the tip that will be named something else in the bill.

In the end, I'm getting used to see trees in the cities, and this one lacks of it at downtown. The last hours I got somehow bored...or was it only that I started to dream about a far far away blue/gray eyes?

Believe

I want to believe in you and I heard you Your song, you sing, a truth, there's no other I want to believe in you, DEAR. (Smashing Pumpkins)

The other day I had my first ride in bicicle...of course not alone. That made me think it's really time to learn new things. Why not? Lately I've been living so many different experiences, that riding a bike should be included in the list.

And I would like to learn the way to spend more time with you DEAR. Some times we look perfection in a life partner. I'm glad that now I look just someone who will complete the other half I don't have. Still sounds too much? Well I'm glad with someone who will share his life as it is with me, let me be part of it and be interested on being part of mine.

No more time to day dream today. I have to go back to reality and build up the paper puzzle with Gisell. Where ever you are DEAR, have a good day and keep dreaming on me. I shall do the same over here.

hiding the obvious...

why is it, that some times we feel ashame or uncertain of things that are TOTALLY REAL? We tried to hide a sweet kiss, we try to hide a look, run away from a hug...or else. Is it that we worry about what others will say about it? Why can't it just be easy as facing the facts...taking some risk and LIVE?

Today, not even 3 cups of coffee managed to keep away those day dreams I'm having lately. And while there are some of us trying to figure if we will be alone our whole lifes...there are others like Rosio or Stefi, that are about to be mothers, and discover that life as a mother...means never to rest again 'cos you will care constantly for that kid. I feel like taking care of someone too...not a baby of course...but this f#$@ nomade life is driving me crazy.

While Murph wonders if he will find someone in Dublin...I wonder...will I ever stop in the right place to enjoy the right one?

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Ok, Bifteki did look bigger... and was tastier! Stefan took Epidauros and Andre...what was it? What ever, all those things had lots of meat. After half dish was empty, I couldn't eat more. But as usual, there is always a place for ICE CREAM :)

The place was called Poseidon. I was so tired and find out that too much english and spanish in just 2 weeks has destroyed my german. Good thing is I still can understand when I do pay attention. Other ways it's just like Charlie Brown's teacher speaking Klingon.

Other weekend specialities included: Rosted almonds with sugar (warm under the rain taste better), quinua with extra frozen & fried chicken, late breakfasts with great company and a variety of -OL drinks as well as some "natural" juices.

How ever, I'm still drooling to taste FRICASE or a Thimpu....NOOOO que antojo!.

Los hermanitos Macana Geyer

No u are not drunk...

They look the same but are way 2 different. After 2 wild weekends in Dresden (mainly sleeping), I spent this last one in Munich (part II). This time the main target was not the city itself, but we got to see more of English Garten and Olympia Park (next time I've got to take my swimingbath).

Andre and Stefan have a 4 minute, 2 cm and many skills difference. Since this was my first time sharing time with twins...it was fascinating to discover that not all twins fullfill all those cliches. But when they are together...una MAKANA! :) The othe gey is Klaus a school friend. (thanks for the ride).

Made me remember about the times with my brothers, how silly we must have looked as well. I remember when we would fight about the smallest thing just to be right. Those times are gone.

Now I'm totally KO, I must sleep. Next week we head to Prahg. But for now...I only need to say:

"Solo si pudiera estar contigo, tu dormido entre mis brazos...y mirarte en el silencio. solo si pudiera dibujarte una escena de mis sueños donde siempre estas presente. Con solo tenerte aqui, decirte lo que yo siento...Es que me gusta tu cara, soñar con tu voz, me gusta abrazarte, perderme en tu aroma, poder encontrar en tus ojos el cielo. Me gusta tu risa, me gusta tu boca. Como despertar a la distancia, sin tu piel junto a la mia...amando tu fotografia. Podemos mandar besos con el viento, mirar la luna al mismo tiempo, contar 1 dia mas. No sabes lo que me faltas. Como quiero que sientas conmigo la calma...y cuando llegue la noche, cuidarte el alma" Chayanne
(U know...just wispers in the night)